Dead. So very DEAD inside.
This is how I'm feeling, my darling, DaddyDearest, without you here. We've entered a new month...the first without you here. So many of such painful firsts. It was my birthday on the 27th...the first without you here and I can safely say the WORST ever. The Bro is here and this was the first time you weren't there to pick him up. So many people you loved and haven't seen in years came over to the house for you...and for the first time ever, you were not there.
They say it gets easier, but right now it seems tougher. Unbearable. Every second of every day, my heart explodes anew.
Daddy. My favourite 'D' word. I miss you so. More than you ever thought possible.
Love forever and ever and ever,
Your devoted daugther
2 hours ago