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Mother, writer and daydreamer. Also chocoholic and chick-flick lover. But mainly mommy. To two boys, at that! When not escorting my Elder One (EO) to karate class, I'm trying to get in as many cuddles as possible from my Younger One (YO). And when not doing either, I'm hard-at-work trying to maintain a steady relationship with my laptop. And as for the Man I Married (MIM), well, let’s just put it this way – even though we share a bedroom, our most meaningful conversations are held over the cell-phone!

Monday, January 25, 2010

For those of you who have been praying,...

...you can stop now.

My father passed away on Wednesday; 20th January, 2010. Saraswati Puja.

There is much I will need to write so that I can remember. Because I never want to forget.

But right now, I am devastated. It hurts like hell. There's a scream that's going on and on inside me and I don't think it'll ever stop.

Ever.

17 comments:

Doli said...

oh i'm truly sorry..

Rohini said...

Words seems so empty at a time like this. Sending virtual hugs your way.

Sparkling said...

Condolences dear
May the lord be with you.
TC

Passionate Goof said...

I pray to God to give you strength and wisdm, really do.

Annie said...

Aww, M4...

I don't know what to say. I am so very sorry to hear about that. I hope you find your peace in all this soon. I always say this, the pain of losing someone never goes away... we somehow learn how to live with it, deal with it on an everyday basis. There's much happiness which awaits you (inshallah)

*big hug*

WhatsInAName said...

I know that no word can heal the sorrow and yet I can only pray for strength for you and your family in these testing times. So sorry. My condolences.

Anonymous said...

Hope you find strength to accept the loss.
hugs

Gayatri

R's Mom said...

My Condolences! May God be with you Take care

Shachi said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am very sorry for your loss.

We are here if/when you need to share with us.

Aneela Z said...

no m4 we will not stop praying, we will continue to pray for you and your dad, for your spirit and his soul, for his and your journey. Count yourself blessed that you have so many memories, I know right now you want fight the Almighty for some more... The Goddess of Knowledge chose her day well for it is but another step towards learning, he is so blessed to pass away on such a good day.

dipali said...

Aneela said so well what I wanted to say. Love and prayers to you and your family, and prayers that your father's soul attains eternal peace.

Manali said...

I'm sorry for your loss. God Bless.

pushpee said...

Pain never ends..but we have to move on...keep faith and be strong always....God bless his soul...
Pushpee

indianhomemaker said...

My condolences. May God give you the strength to bear this loss. Hugs.

Sue said...

Yeah, I thought the same thing -- he did go on a specially blessed day.

Big hugs. You've been very brave.

The Ketchup Girl said...

M4, our prayers are still with you. you've been so brave through this. Sending you loads of love and hugs. God bless. and in a time like this no matter what you say, it sounds meaningless. Nothing can possibly help fill the void that he left behind.
TC and God bless.

Mamma mia! Me a mamma? said...

To all: Forgive me for not replying to you individually. Your prayers and hugs mean so much to me. I am lucky I have you all in my life. Thank you...for everything.